So, quite a long break? Putting the answer simply - I didn't feel like writing. Since last couple of days I am indulging my self into activities. Sometimes I watch movie, sometimes I play and whatever little I am left with I sleep. Downloaded hundreds of movie and watching as many as possible in a day. It is like spending life whole heartedly, without doing any accounting of it. Believe me it pays - with interest.
Saw the news of Japan earthquake in the morning. Since then, I am thinking whether I should cry for them or not. Those people may not be related to me but, still I feel a connection with them - in the name of humanity. May those souls rest in peace and may God give courage and strength to those who have survived the onslaught.
Today evening, we (Me, Ripul and Manish) went for having some fun - the usual student types. Drank a beer and ate half plate of chicken biryani. I like the taste and its smoothness. We once again discussed about the same old favorite topic - inter caste marriages. It always happen that whenever we are in mild inebriation, we discuss about such topics. Anybody who must be sitting behind us in restaurant would have got annoyed with our so called intellectual discussion. And finally it ends in the same manner - everybody agreeing with what others were saying but still holding his point of view. Probably that is the best end such topics deserve. When we are on high, we think that the onus of changing the social order lies on our shoulders and as and when, we come back to reality we find ourselves weaved in the same fabric. I thank them for being patient with me otherwise in this cut throat competition world, that too if you are a student of MBA, who listens to others. Listening is an art and we have learnt it in liquid way.
Nothing much to do. Admissions are going on and most of the second year students have gone for some tour or vacations. A few are left, I am one of them. All alone in my wing in hostel. It sucks when I don't go with them but, it gives me equal pleasure when I think that I am living those days which won't come back again in life. Its a great feeling in knowing that each day is precious in life and we must learn to enjoy it. Ask a person who is dying and has counted days left on his side and you will find the value of each day. How silly we are that we forget this simple fact in life and indulge in those activities which we don't like. I have learnt this only after coming here at IIT. One last time I am student, one last time I am living in hostel, one last time I have friends with whom I can dance, one last time I can play in a team, one last time I can hang out like an ordinary man... one last time I am living a life. Let's make each day of this life memorable so that tomorrow if somebody asks about your experience you will have plenty of stories to tell him. This is applicable in life also. So, cherish each moment of it with joy, cheerfulness, smile and courage. Then only you will learn that happiness is an absolute phenomena not a relative phenomena. Relativity only brings envy in life - probably Einstien was the biggest culprit who brought it forward. And probably, I am the biggest fool who denies with his theory - The truth is absolute not relative. There is no joy in comparison and contrast, the joy lies in aggregation, in consolidation.
I feel relaxed - without any hard feelings. I have whole night in front of me to spend. I will watch movies - probably the best ones which I like.
Good night!
GV
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