Returning

It's been more than an year that I wrote something on this page. I could not gather my thoughts during last couple of months - just ran for some goals, some objectives which I thought were bigger than any other thing in life. I need a rest, hence I am returning to this blog - to write once again, to be my self once again. Sitting in a corner seat in office, I am able to watch this office and its activities from a third person's view. Some known faces, many unknown faces, some scattered smiles, some bubbling aspirations, some sleeping ambitions -- all of this is here. Its a reflection of what I am. I see myself in all these people and that keeps me together else I would have fallen apart. There is a world outside and there is a world inside - and to the biggest astonishment both are same. Its just that we haven't heard the voice of inner world, we haven't explored it. I believe there is no person in this world who is only noble or only servile in his thoughts and deeds. We are a mix - we are both. This keeps me in hope and I have learnt to forgive myself. That's why I become uncomfortable when people ask me to answer in black and white. I can't deny the possibilities of the other side. To me, everything can happen, everything is possible - there is nothing which doesn't exist for me. If it can exist in thought, it can exist in reality as well. At last, what is a thought? It is just a reflection of reality. Even if somebody says there is no God & he is an atheist, he implies that there is a thought like God and he is not able to personify it because he is not able to realize it. But, realization doesn't stop the possibility of existence. That possibility of existence gives me hope. To me, there is nothing right, nothing wrong; there is nothing pure, nothing impure; nothing moral, nothing amoral - these are just the dimensions which have been developed over the years by trained human minds. Look from a person standing outside of the scene & you will realize that it just action. Action in the purest form is the reward of situation. And when I see this world from this perspective, it all looks a child'd play to me. It lacks the seriousness we are being taught over the years. We are trained to view it as if it is a complex world. That's wrong, it is a simple world with simple rules of play. Let's not lower the charm of being playful in life. I am returning to this blog with this thought. I am hopeful that this world will keep me amazed with the enormous possibilities it holds behind. Its a beautiful thing to watch you from a third person perspective. Let's learn this art.