Hanged - over

My dear little brain, you should better start questioning why you still exist if you can't bring a change to this world? You have become a garbage dump ground where I daily dump tons and kilos of information only to leave it get rotten after a time. All my fault... but, you should have complained about this, didn't you?
Today i am feeling hanged - over. Ah! not because I have taken shelter of any ambrosia which in today's world closely relates with the alcohol that we consume but, because its been really too much of life that I have consumed without noting that it has some side effects too. My eyes are sleepy, my neck and shoulders are falling but, I still feel like pushing some more round of hours of slogging out to which I have got addicted since last few years. Give me some more work, some more task - I wanna drink it, in one go!!

Although, I am tired at this moment I am not broken. I will go harder - just give me some more to live, some more to burn my soul.

Feeling sleepy... going to bed. Could somebody please come and help me writing these last few words - It sucks...

Good night.

गुज़ारिश

चलो जिंदगी जरा हौले - हौले गुजार लेते हैं,

रफ़्तार धीमी कर, चंद साँसे बटोर लेते हैं |

महफूज़ पुलिंदे जो ख़्वाबों के छुपा रखे थे,

आज इनके जर्रे - जर्रे का हिसाब लेते हैं |



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चलो कुछ ऐसे अफ़साने बनाये लेते हैं,

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- Gyan